So much has changed

SO I haven't blogged in so long but I have good enough reason. So much has changed in these past couple months. I lost my daddy, I graduated from high school, I fell out with my best friend in the whole world, me and my sister fought to the end (but we still cool) lol and so much more. iThought I was in love, but found out tht maybe it was just me...cuz he had other plans. I have been single for almost a year...WOW. I got closer to my grandpa and grandma, and iMet my baby god brother. =]

iLove the college life. It's great but I do miss my Detroit fam though. I've met some really cool ppl and one of them iKnow will be my friend for life. So many parties but I'll be okayy.

This guy that I have had like thee biggest crush on forever finally tells me how he feels lol. That's a good thing. iHope it lasts cuz I'm really feeling this guy. He knows who he is. ---> Ur GREAT....point blank. I don't care how far u r...iCan't wait till we get home. lol =]

Life is amazing, I'm happy to be alive, and despite all the bad stuff that happens, I realize everything happens for a reason.

I need a whippin ..!

OMGOSH... .!

I have like totally been neglecting my blog page. LOL. As you can see I haven't blogged in forever. I mean some great stuff has happened and some bad stuff has happened but it's okay. I am still living and I thank GOD for that. I will so start blogging again. I need to! LOL
My blog kicks ass! lol

See you soon people!

The Day I Died.... R.I.P. Dad

Daddy, you were the best daddy in the whole wide world. Now that you've left, my world is gone. Words can't describe how I feel or what I would do just to see you for one more day, one more minute, one more second. I can't. I just can't believe that you're not here anymore. I don't know if I can take seeing you lie there in a casket, lifeless and breathless. Yes, I know heaven is way better than Earth but why now? Why? I'm hurt...I can't stop the tears from falling, the knot in my throat won't go away, I don't know what to do. I am hurting yet I'm numb. I can't even finish this...it will never be ok that you're gone. Nobody knows how to handle this and neither do I. I miss you soooooo much Daddy and I love you.

ttyl

An Update To My Life

I know it's been a LONG TIME. My life has been a little hectic but I'm glad to still be here. I'm just gonna say out with the old and in with the new. I am very thankful to have a BEST FRIEND whose name happens to be MeLan Kameyo White. She is like the greatest ever!!! I love you girl!! I am happy to finally have a stable place to stay and I kinda talk to my mom every once in while. I got a job! As a matter of fact I have two now!! Oh yeah!! Homecoming is this Saturday and I am oh so prepared to STRUT into that room looking oh so fabulous with my bestie. I can't wait. We are soooooo flyy. It's so much that has happened to me in these past few months but I'm good you guys. I'm BACK IN ACTION.

[ Glam.Fabulous.Fashion.Dive.Me ]

Dating?? Really?? Q and Dawn

I saw the videos. I mean come on now people. Dawn from Danity Kane and Qwanell from Day26 are official? No, not yet but I mean when you in each other videos, kissing all on national tv, caught together outside in public all lovey dovey and stuff that doesn't mean you're dating right? Hey, they could wanna be like Jay-Z and Beyonce'. Keep they relationship on the low low and deny it forever and then one day end up married. { lol } They are so cute together. Even though she's about to be 26 and he's only 20 I mean that's okay right? Age ain't nothing but a number. Welp, I don't usually try to be all up in the celebrity's business but they are soooooo uber cute! lol

I guess it's getting better right?

So I'm like super happy to see my sister. { YAY } Me and her have been staying with my Auntie. I like it over here. No, I haven't talked to my mom in a couple months or my dad. Well, I gotta look out for myself so I'm good. I just found out one of my friends stays like right around the corner so he introduced me to a bunch of people. They cool, and funny! LOL They was at my house till like 1 clowning. Oh, and I want my free doughnuts! {{ INSIDER }} So anyways, I had my interview with Hollister, that went pretty well, and American Eagle will be hiring at the end of August and so will Aeropostale. Oh yeah! Hopefully I get a call back. Shoutouts to my Honey Bunches...lol

Until then fellow bloggers... ♣♣♣ Dueces ♣♣♣

Can somebody HIRE ME??... please?

So today I went out looking for more jobs. I applied to like EVERYTHING, and when I say everything I even mean HALLMARK and the YANKEE CANDLE store. {{ LOL }} That's how desperate I am. Tomorrow I have another interview with HOLLISTER. This will be the 2nd time so I mean seriously, would they really turn me down....AGAIN?! {{ LOL }} I hope it goes well. I can't wait. I have more jobs in the line though so I'm ready for whoever calls. So can somebody HIRE ME...please?

My bro bro Merlin and his friend Maurice. =]

So Monday I went to the mall with Merlin and Maurice. It was fun. {{ lol }} I'm mad we was in Pac Sun and Merlin decides to say he wants a two piece bikini. LOL Shouldn't that be for me? haha They picked out a new style of pants to wear. You know those pants from Hot Topic that fit kinda slim, not to slim though. They are cute on them might I add. Then Maurice got some shoes for his little sister. Pastry's! They so cute. So we in the car clownin, you know we was banging that Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl. Now Riece and Merlin actin like two fools and people was lookin at us and stuff while we in the car driving. We stopped at a red light and this girl looked over at us like we was crazy! {{ LOL }} She has no clue. We was clowning. But anyways, that was a good day. I got out the house ya DIGG. LOL >>>> Lemme stop.

So... Rihanna = Grammy's

Ok, so I been thinking. I have wanted to be Rihanna for the grammy's for the longest. She is the ish!! Fa real. The girl got it going on. I will really fit the part when I get my new do! [ lol ] I been wanting to change up my hairstyle for the longest, you can ask anybody!! haha

The only problem is my best friend wants to be her too. No what do I do? >>> Darnit!

Does it end...really?

I've been thinking. I just wanna know why does stuff have to end. If you think about it, everything ends, nothing lasts forever. Why? One example is when people get married. I'm not saying that this happens to everybody cuz I know it doesn't. First it starts off all happy and lovey dovey, all caked up and whatnot and then stuff slowly starts to crumble. Why does stuff change? Why does it have to be that way? What happens to people? Marriage is supposed to be a lifetime commitment, not a few years, few months or even a few days. Yeah I said it, a few days. { I know right? } And I know it hurts them so bad when they try so hard to make it work and it just doesn't. Or for instance, my cousin is a lawyer in Chicago. She's been working at a top notch law firm for about a good 9-10 years. She is one of the best female lawyers in her city and she has been trying to make partner for quite sometime now. No matter how hard she tries, she prays she does everything she possibly can. She's been working her { excuse my language } ASS OFF and it's men who have less seniority than her and they making partner already. Why? Sometimes I wonder why when you want something so bad and you do so well you don't succeed. That ish hurts man...fa real. Just some stuff that's been on my mind. >>>>>Think about it.