Can somebody HIRE ME??... please?

So today I went out looking for more jobs. I applied to like EVERYTHING, and when I say everything I even mean HALLMARK and the YANKEE CANDLE store. {{ LOL }} That's how desperate I am. Tomorrow I have another interview with HOLLISTER. This will be the 2nd time so I mean seriously, would they really turn me down....AGAIN?! {{ LOL }} I hope it goes well. I can't wait. I have more jobs in the line though so I'm ready for whoever calls. So can somebody HIRE ME...please?

My bro bro Merlin and his friend Maurice. =]

So Monday I went to the mall with Merlin and Maurice. It was fun. {{ lol }} I'm mad we was in Pac Sun and Merlin decides to say he wants a two piece bikini. LOL Shouldn't that be for me? haha They picked out a new style of pants to wear. You know those pants from Hot Topic that fit kinda slim, not to slim though. They are cute on them might I add. Then Maurice got some shoes for his little sister. Pastry's! They so cute. So we in the car clownin, you know we was banging that Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl. Now Riece and Merlin actin like two fools and people was lookin at us and stuff while we in the car driving. We stopped at a red light and this girl looked over at us like we was crazy! {{ LOL }} She has no clue. We was clowning. But anyways, that was a good day. I got out the house ya DIGG. LOL >>>> Lemme stop.

So... Rihanna = Grammy's

Ok, so I been thinking. I have wanted to be Rihanna for the grammy's for the longest. She is the ish!! Fa real. The girl got it going on. I will really fit the part when I get my new do! [ lol ] I been wanting to change up my hairstyle for the longest, you can ask anybody!! haha

The only problem is my best friend wants to be her too. No what do I do? >>> Darnit!

Does it end...really?

I've been thinking. I just wanna know why does stuff have to end. If you think about it, everything ends, nothing lasts forever. Why? One example is when people get married. I'm not saying that this happens to everybody cuz I know it doesn't. First it starts off all happy and lovey dovey, all caked up and whatnot and then stuff slowly starts to crumble. Why does stuff change? Why does it have to be that way? What happens to people? Marriage is supposed to be a lifetime commitment, not a few years, few months or even a few days. Yeah I said it, a few days. { I know right? } And I know it hurts them so bad when they try so hard to make it work and it just doesn't. Or for instance, my cousin is a lawyer in Chicago. She's been working at a top notch law firm for about a good 9-10 years. She is one of the best female lawyers in her city and she has been trying to make partner for quite sometime now. No matter how hard she tries, she prays she does everything she possibly can. She's been working her { excuse my language } ASS OFF and it's men who have less seniority than her and they making partner already. Why? Sometimes I wonder why when you want something so bad and you do so well you don't succeed. That ish hurts man...fa real. Just some stuff that's been on my mind. >>>>>Think about it.

Two can go Grazy

Have you ever met somebody that can just mess you up? I mean this in a good way. I been noticing some of my friends lately and it's like they have someone that they just go crazy over. I also mean crazy in a good way. They just can't be without them, well actually they can they have for 17 years but you know what I mean. They be all lovey dovey and blah blah blah. I'm like damn, is the single life for me? haha I'm good though. Just wondering. Have you and your bf/gf went crazy yet? hahaha

Love Is You

This song is so beautiful to me. The lyrics, the tempo, the style, everything about it. Most people don't even know what love is these days and they use the word like it's gonna go out of style. So when you say you love somebody, sit back and think about it. Why do you love them, what makes you love them, how strong is your love for them? Don't mistake LOVE for LUST. What your definition?

LOVE IS YOU by Chrisette Michele

What's your definition of it?

How does it make you feel?

Tell me what you say that truly makes it real

Kings and Queens, Philosophers have tried so hard to find

Tell me what it means to you dear, nevermind

Love is kind when the world is cold

Love stays strong when the fight gets old

Love's a shoulder to lean on

Love is you

Love's like the water when the well runs dry

Quench my thirst, keep me alive

Just need one sip baby Love is you

Love is you, love is you, Love is you, love is you

Is it possible, there is a kiss that's so divine

Or am I just a fool, is it all in my mind?

Is there something chemical

A scientist might say

Well love must be a drug to make me feel this way

Cause love's my permission to be who I am

No inhabitions cause you understand

Freedom to breathe oh baby

Love is you

Love's like a kiss when the sun goes down

Holds me tight when no one's around

Love's what I want to hold on to Love is you

Love is you, Love is you, Love is you, Love is you, Love is you, Love is you, Love is you

Love is kind, it makes me stronger

I don't have to look no longer

You're the one I cling to Love is you

When the chips are down

Love will stick around

I'm so glad I found

Love is you

As much as I've tried to clarify

Love's quite simple, he's just my guy

Perfect definition

Love is you

Love is you, love is you

Love is you... is you...

Things Could Be Worse...So SMILE

Even though I've been going thru some crazy stuff lately, today I thought about it and I mean there's no reason to sit around and be all depressed and stuff cuz things could be so much worse. So I realized that I have to live life everyday no matter what happens. I am still alive and well. So yay! I'm upset that my best friend in the whole wide world is moving to Alabama so I don't even know what to do. This is our SENIOR YEAR. We were supposed to go thru our senior together. But hey, on the bright side of things, WE STILL HAVE COLLEGE. OH YEAH! I just found out some good news too, it's about my living situation as some of u may already know but I don't wanna say anything yet cuz I have to make sure that it's for certain. So I will have to hold off on that one. And what's up with all these rumors talking about Lindsay Lohan has a GF?? WTF?? Anyways, that was like totally off subject, but overall, my summer may be going a little bit hectic but oh well. I'm enjoying it still!!

I'm just living this thing called [[ LIFE ]]. ♣♣♣ DUECES ♣♣♣

What do I do now?

Hey, I know it's been a while since I blogged. My life has been a little crazy. I don't live with my mother anymore. She kicked my sister out too. I now live with my best friend, which won't be for long if her parents ship her off to Alabama. I haven't heard from my mom since she kicked me out over 2 weeks ago. I just found out my sister will be staying with her boyfriend's mom so that's a big relief. I am so happy Steph let me stay with her and MeLan. I know I have people who love me and a family {I think} so why do I feel so ALONE?? Well anyways, that will be in my upcoming blog. I am looking for some jobs too! yay! Hopefully I get hired. ( That's a whole nother story ) As far as a love life, do I still have one of those?? haha Sike naw, but I am still feeling this guy but where do we stand? IDK But anyways, I would write more but at the moment I don't feel like typin everything that has been going on. So Dueces, until then, I'm outty!

New blog ----> Coming SOON