Just some thoughts...

Yesterday was GREAT. I saw.....HIM. He's quite amazing might I add. Those light brown eyes put me a in a daze. The slightest touch from him is like...*whoa*. Yeah, I can't even put in words. But I mean, I can't fall for him....not yet. I'm not setting myself up for something that may not be what I think it is. { LOL } He is however a really cool guy.

On the other hand, I think I'm [ addicted ] ... to LOVE. Maybe I think about it more than others do that are in my age range or maybe I just yearn for it because I don't have it. LOVE is so beautiful. FOR EXAMPLE, I feel loved from my sister ---> MeLan {{ The coolest chick in the effin world }}, but that's not the same TYPE OF LOVE I'm talking about. Having someone by your side at all times thru anything you know, like that other half. The one you can't stop thinking about, the one you can talk to on the phone with for hours at a time. The one you can call at 4 in the morning just because you need someone to talk to and HE WILL ACTUALLY PICK UP. The guy that makes u smile when not a DAMN THING IS FUNNY. The person that will call you BEAUTIFUL at YOUR WORST and knows every little thing about you. The one that no matter how many times he has kissed you, everytime he does YOU STILL FEEL WEAK and you get butterflies. When you see him your adrenaline starts to RUSH and you can't help but smile at the fact that HE IS YOURS. The one person you find AMAZING. The one that no one else can compare to. He shows u off to all his friends, sends u that RANDOM sweet little text during the day just to let you know HE CARES. The guy that will pick you up just so you won't have to step in the rain puddle and get your CHUCKS wet. ♥ The one who will bring you lunch on HIS LUNCH BREAK if you ASK him or he will DRIVE ALL THE WAY from wherever he is at JUST TO SEE YOU. The guy who holds you tight and WHEN SOMETHING IS WRONG.....HE KNOWS. The person who looks you in your face and tells you everything will be okay when you're at your weakest. I can go on and on but I think you get the picture. Now you may think I am taking this a bit TO FAR, but whose to say GUYS LIKE THIS don't exist, maybe you're just LIKE ME and haven't found him yet. ---> faith <---